a whole year ♥

Hello world =)

It's 7:50am and I'm sitting in dan's room, completely hungover XD Ahh the consequences of not drinking all summer and then drinking ALMOST A PITCHER =O I've become a lightweight. Funny, a year ago I used to drink like a parched horse XD But it is not of this matter that I'm blogging..

Dan and I are officially one year ^^ Which means that a year ago was my last shift at hanks, meaning that 52 weeks ago him, beppe and kati came to visit me at work and I dedicated "I kissed a girl" to "KETRINI", meaning that 365 days ago dan kissed me, asked me out, and almost got me fired on my last day. How sweet =P

In all honesty, this year was so strange, so different. I can't believe it's passed already, yet so much happened it makes sense. And from begging kati to make sure he doesn't ask me out so that I won't end up in a relationship, I'm sitting here looking back on the last 375 days and remembering that feeling of utter excitement during the first ten days of "pre-us", when there were the shy and risky moments that come with the start of something new. I remember every time we met, practically everything we talked about and that feeling of euphoria which would erupt every time I thought of him. Now, I still feel it, but stronger, changed- I feel safe. I am loved =D and I love him, incredibly =)

Through the ups and the downs I can't describe how happy I am that beppe got me interested and that kati told him to ask me out not even ten minutes after I asked her to make sure he doesn't XD Clearly the best decision I've made in my life =)

So that's about it.. I'm off to wake him up, maybe play some playstation 3, go shopping for cereal and ice cream and spent the day at a flat pigging out whilst watching dvds/playing ps3 =D

beauty?

I'm sitting in the living room on this stupid laptop and my dad is watching bbcprime. One of those 2 minute shows about fashion or something was on and the final line was "beauty is only skin deep".

Is that true?

How many people are considered beautiful, yet how many people are truly beautiful? Doesn't the soul count? Yes, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but what really does make a person beautiful? Is it the soft, supple neck and full lips of a woman? The profound jaw line and sparkling, almond-shaped eyes of a man? What of body shape; why is it that most girls think that fat is gruesome, yet guys think it's sexy to be able to grab something? And the girls who love their love handles and the guys who think that girls who look like twigs are like goddesses? Light, dark, curvy, slim; they all evoke an attractive sensations when said, but are we all that interested when we see something out of place on someone else's body? Would it stop us from loving them the way that they should be loved?

Turning onto love- what about the defects lovers always fail to notice, or the defects that they grow to love? The words, "I love your .." comes out often, but what if ".." changes? Is the other still as beautiful? What of love that ages; what does age do to beauty? Does it steal it away, or does it enhance it? Does our perception of beauty mature as we do?

How about plastic surgery- is someone who has made themself beautiful truly beautiful? Is it right to consider them to be a beautiful looking person if that's not who they really are? Isn't altering your looks considered lying to the world? In that case, how can dishonesty be considered beautiful?

What about people who are considered plain or perhaps even ugly, yet have the most heart warming personalities- aren't they beautiful too? And the stunning people who walk through the streets turning eyes wherever they go, yet have lethal venom running through their veins and will not hesitate to strike at someone for any apparent reason- are those people still considered beautiful?

Really, all I can ask myself is, what is beauty?

Are we all beautiful in our own different ways? Or are we something else leaving the term "beautiful" for those people who are considered to be "perfect"?

.. I wonder.

camping.. le ta, hazin!

Hello world =)

So.. camping. Fail.

It kinda like reaaaaaaally sucked =/ and the story goes like this..

Wednesday morning, dan's mum took herself, him and I to price choppers for a mahusive shopping spree that went over €500 =O yeah but dan and mine was like 60 =P It was hilarious I must say, dan and I are such losers XD Then we went to his house, to mine, to scan (to get my camera back WITHOUT the usb ports and my memory card- lying assholes), back to my house, and back to dan's. Started packing at seven, left his house, went to kristina's and by like half ten walked to paceville. Had a relaaaaaxed evening and walked back to dan's house by 1am. We slept at like 2am, woke up at 7am and got all excited, showered, I blogged, and weeeeeee left to pass by my house and then go to selmun. Dan and I had an hour of literally LOL and then jean, emma and kikka came. by 12am, a wasp flew UP my shorts leaving me screaching in my underwear whilst an old couple passed by (I swear it's true XD) and one conveniently landed on my leg and felt the need to stong me out of NOTHING.. Thus, I am now scared of wasps- shitless!

Oh, and the heat. It was horrible and sticky and blehh and I wanted to DIE. It rained and I was so excited but yeah, my tent, it isn't waterproof if there's WIND and rain =/ And then there was more heat and more wasps and the sea was lovely but I hate stripping down and actually getting into the water so it took forever and then it was all dirty and guess what, more bloody wasps!! Oh and then my newly fixed camera broke. How delightful.

By sunday, I couldn't take it. I poured buckets and the whole campsite turned into a lump of clayish mud. It was disastrous. Dan and I spent almost two hours trying to pack everything away cos of the giant mess and we went through the campsite clearing up and by 2:30pm we were at my house.

Thank God.

We spent around two hours cleaning everything from the mud that had clayed itself all over anything in it's way, showered, ate and went to dan's house all squeaky clean and sunburnt =)

All in all; camping- fail.

Though it was mighty horrible, there were the few things that were pretty brilliant. Like "kisra hobz" and mike dan and I in a tent that's barely big enough for me, dan wacking the shit out of like a billion wasps and dan and I spending forever in the water leading to me losing and thankfully finding my favourite necklace in the world.. Basically the stupid little things that happen here there and everywhere =)

Dan and I have remained living on the little food we took up with us, meaning lots of fake crunchy nut, couscous, woody we left at his house (douches) and marshmallows XD .. Imbasta me and my healthy diet ahh XD

Now our resources are coming to an end lol so well, no more camping for us =P

So that's it, the camping post =P I'm off to rape my room haha..

pre, camping =D haha!

Hello world =D

Ok so, sadness, I'm jobless XD The place was sold and we were told yesterday- so was the manager.. So yes, dan and I are officially unemployed =P Luckily it's the end of summer so.. But still. Oh well, good times..

But this blog is for WAAAAY more important matters =P It's 8:30am and dan and I are almost ready to go on an adventure into the wilderness in selmun for camping#2 *glee*. I didn't have time to blog yesterday cos we were running around in preparation. So when I come back I will post a camping blog, I plomise =P
I honestly CAN'T wait, shall be grandesque..
Haha the photo is from the facebook event page, beautiful =')

So, until we meet again =D

work work work

Hello world.

Haha, between yesterday and today I'm spending around 25 hours at work.. =O
Well, yesterday my shift was from 9am to 5pm and dan's from 5pm to 12am. Once he had slept at my house the night before, he came with me at nine, spent all my shift there and so I spent his shift with him.. Mighty funny, we went a bit mental XD .. So that was the first 15hours. This morning, I was here before 9am to open and my shift ends at 7pm =| ahh, the joys of cash XD But I must say, I absolutely love my job so really, I'm not complaining, it's just funny >.< But I hate italians. No offense to mina or zoe or anyone, but I HATE the italians.. I also finished this blog, went to post it and a giant bloody paragraph got deleted so screw it I'm not going to bother writing all of it all over again. But basically it was a sotry of these two shit head italians who came here BEFORE 10am and were full of bull because well, I've come to a conclusion that they don't blood red, but brown- go figure XD so yes, I really REALLY dislike them, or like 99.9% of them that I've met this summer, just in case I met like 1 that was half decent XD

Something absolutely GRAND came my way yesterday.. a car =D But I've got to wait till the mother comes back from abroad and I come back from camping to go check it out and hopefully buy it =D So at the moment I'm just praying with my fingers crossed for that to work out haha =D

Ahh camping =D I'm so excited =D I made the most hilarious list ever yesterday through boredom XD and bought wet wipes from next door =D

I found the picture above and realised that those three things are so closely linked at the moment it struck me slightly..

Life
Work
Home

My life, which is what- Jesus, friends and obviously dan. Work, for my life, with dan. Home, were I go after my life takes priority and work is done, and with dan, hoping to eventually have a home with dan. Hmm, all so closely knitted, like a plait.. =O life is so weird. The way everything is so messed up and unfolds out of nothing through everything.. Sometimes I feel like it's just passing me by- and I'm not even 18 =/ wow. Scary stuff.

Mehh, the sun just came out =( how rude. I was so happy looking at the grey sky and walking here in the rain ♥ =) but alas, it is september after all.. 8th september- happy birthday bettina my bubble =D *pop*

There are some crazy asians shouting in here =/ odd XD

Ahh these last few days have been brilliant. Haha living with dan and george, the two most demanding males in my life =P They both have this obsession with trying to keep me up all night. From snoring to moaning to miaoing to biting to rolling away and rolling onto me, not to mention that george is fluffy so yeah that in your mouth is mighty disturbing and dan is loud.. But I love them immensely, like a crazy woman, so yeah, I'd never give that up for anything XD I'm going to miss those nights, hopefully george will remain raping my bed over the next two nights, and then camping for 6 days and 5 nights =D *HAPPINESS* =D

Ahhh I want to blog about camping and gleeeeness, but I shall wait and blog about that iether later or tomorrow cos well, I'm tired XD

So I'm off, God bless =)

having the time of my life =D

Hello world

Ok so, dan's back =D ahhhhhh excitement =D

I swear I've been so giddy it's hilarious, the smile hasn't left my face =D

All I can say is wow. I'm having the time of my life, I missed him so so much and now he's back.
We're sitting in the comfort of ACed cyber surf, I'm on pc 8 with a diet coke by my side.. brilliant customer ahh =D
Dan's dancing to the music, which looks hilarious from in here, but mighty odd from outside XD

You may be wondering what the random box of crunchy nut is doing in the middle of my blog..
Well..
Friday night, around 3am, so really saturday morning, dan left to go home and return at 6am XD Basically I was hungry, so I decided; CRUNCHY NUT FOR THE WIN =D .. So I fill a lovely round, blue and yellow cereal bowl with crunchy nut and pour skimmed milk all over it, just like the adverts you know. I dip my spoon into it, bring up a lovely heaped amount into my mouth and ahhhhhhhhhh, crunchy nut ♥ A couple of spoons later, just before I pressed "send" after replying to a message dan had just sent me, I feel something crawl up the sole of my foot. Immediate thought- COCKROACH!! I ran upstairs, stayed still for a couple of seconds and realised how cowardly I was acting. So I creeped back down to rescue my phone from the lurking beast only to find it propped up in the center my cereal bowl XD I burst out laughing, and took the whole bowl upstairs.. Crazily enough, my phone is now working well except for the fact that my messages now start coming in at 484 XD So I need to hunt for my unread texts >_O Though at the begining, my buttons were confusing themselves for each other XD

So that's the story of my phone XD

Now I shall love you and leave you =D

5..4..3..2..1..0 .. =D

Hello world

I'm sitting at work.. AHHHH THE STRESS!! I'm dying really. I swear it's hilarious, my hands aren't even staying still XD
We've both been counting the hours, dan's even been sending me messages on the hour telling me how much longer left, as if I'm not counting myself!! Haha.. Leading me to look for the count down timer on my phone, which apparently doesn't exist =/ So sadly I can't be the little obsessed girl that I am.. Although, I once had a countdown timer on the internet and also on facebook, but somehow, I can't seem to find any.. And I reaaaaally don't feel like searching XD
I shall I soon resort to reading, and perhaps, just perhaps, will actually log onto farmville XD Although I'd rather not because I really can't understand the whole fuss and it seems really pathetic to be honest.. But hey, desperation calls =P Now we see the extremes that the stress will drive me to =P
Ahh I'm in such a good mood! Even though his mother is being completely unreasonable, I'm still gleaming =D I swear, I feel so relieved, so excited, ahhh I'm so fidgety!
Ok I found one.. Ahh I think I'm going to spend the rest of my shift glued to it!! XD

Tooooo funny ahh

Ok lool I actually opened farmville.. And it has music.. Happy farm music XD .. LOL WHAT??! Bahahahaa hilarious. I don't know how to mute it, so like, I closed it XD

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =D
Sorry, I'm just so excited =D =D God I'm a loser; but I love it =D
It's 7pm.. smileeeeeeeee =D

So the picture I found really applies lol, I got here at 4 and finish at 9- 5 hours.. Count down from 5 to nothing =D

HOW SWEET!! So I went to check if the water dispenser is working, and a teeny weeny gecko fell on me ^^ how adorable!!

So I'm sitting sipping diet coke and my heart is racing lool. I just realised that I've only read half a page since I got here XD So I shall go and read, well, try to. Then I shall say my overly excited good byes =P

Ahh like 25 minutes left so I'm going to count the float and wit wait wait =D

Good night world.. And what a good night it is =D

mess =O

Hello world =)

Today is a good day ^^

I'm currently sitting on my mattress, which is on the floor XD I'm trying to clear my room and well, believe me, I'm failing- EPICALLY! .. And I'm blogging from home =D

Ok so I have to wait an extra hour for dan lool, I have work till 9pm =O So well, once he arrives in malta at 5 and once it's just on the ferry it means he'll be home by 5:30 so the 3.5 hours spent knowing he's up the road is going to be so infuriating AHHHH!! But if he comes down to work, well, I won't be able to work XD

So, my room is a disaster!! Like BOOM haha.. And I really fancy the picture I found so like, yey!

Today shall be a grand day. A lot of anticipation, but awesome =)

So I really think I should just try to clear up a bit more =P

I shall update you on another blog when I'm mighty bored at work counting down the SECONDS till my shift ends =D

tomorrow..

Hello world.

It's thursday, which means the week has almost come to an end. Almost, not completely, but almost. Finally.

Tomorrow.

It's getting harder and harder to remain looking happy and last night in paceville I felt so empty, as if nothing mattered anymore. My whole body ached, my head was throbbing and my chest felt so heavy. I miss him so so much, it's unbelievable.

He bought an hour on the internet, 8 fucking euro.. Incredible.

Twenty minutes of it was lost because my frikking internet isn't working properly, so facebook won't respond, nor will msn and this meebo or whatever it is wasn't bloody loading. So you can imagine the state I was in. Actually, I don't think anyone can.

After that fail first twenty minutes, through the tears and frustration, he logged out and I managed to get the laptop to work (that's where I'm blogging from at the moment) and he went back and looged back on.

The next fourty minutes was the best time I've had since I called him.

So in the last week, I've been truly happy for less than an hour.. There's been fun and all.. But still, nothing compares.

Oh and kai came over when I was lonely and got me.. SOUL SURVIVOR MILKY BUTTONS!! =D fine, that did make me happy haha! The best present I've ever received ^^ and they have these adorable eyes on the packet =D So much much MUCH love to kai ^^

But through everything, I can't believe that in 24 hours I'll be on a bus home with dan =) Finally!!

Off to eat and go to d-group.

.. Till tomorrow, God bless.

cake ^^

Hello world =)

There's an absolutely delicious smell wafting through my house; I'm baking ^^
It's christa's birthday today - happy birthday christa =D - and well, if she reads this then oops, spoiler, but I baked her a cake for her birthday =) *glee* hopefully she'll sleep here tonight too, but in case we'll cut it tomorrow.

I just brought it out, looks mighty beautiful ^^ chocolate chip rainbow cake ftw XD

I searched for rainbow cakes on the net.. I feel so untalented XD .. Honestly, take a look:





.. I must try XD

I planned on waking up early and going to the gym, but I woke up feeling hungover, which is very strange once I sat drinking diet coke at mc donalds till 12 =/ hmm, odd. So I woke up at nine, watered the plants, ate a nectarine, made a cake and left it to bake whilst washing my hair. Now I plan on reading slightly, touching up my mum's painting, she decided she wants it "arranged", go to the gym *die a little*, come home and arrange the place for tonight and tomorrow.
A few girls are sleeping over tonight, gay little girl thingy, and theeeeeeen, tomorrow just chill and the guys will come over bla bla relaxed. Then pv to celebrate kris' freedom and christa's birthday =D

Sounds like a plan haha, I love being an orphan and having a house to take care of. I just can't wait till dan gets back so we can "live together" once again ^^

So, happy tuesday 1st september 2009 =)

eldest

Hello world.

Today's a good day, considering everything =) my family left for germany/austria/italy/somewhere there XD So that's grand, too bad dan's not here to share the liberty with me, well not till friday night anyways.

I called him today, it was.. odd. I had so so sooo many things I wanted to say but when I heard his voice I just blanked and died a little on the inside. So I stood by the phone in the middle of cyber surf with tears rolling down my cheeks like a complete loser XD we had like three minutes, the best 2euro spent in my life.. Almost half way through. I can't believe how much I miss him, I'm honestly not functioning well without him.

Anyways, finished eragon, I'm now a quarter into eldest- awesome book. It's just so damn annoying cos people keep coming in and ahh the book is too good to keep stopping.. So I closed it XD bahaha silly me =P
Is it just me, or is reading a book a second time make you feel for the characters more? Especially knowing what the future brings them.
I wish I had a dragon. Or that george somehow sprouts wings. Fine, I won't be able to ride him, but still it would be nothing short of wicked. Now if he could turn into a giant fluffy cat-dragon, that would be like GAH AWESOME! But alas, 'tis only a dream *sigh*

The place seems to be quietening down.. I shall attempt to read some more =D

So long ^^

eragon

Hello world,

Quick quicky.. finishing eragon once again- brilliant =D
Missing dan like a crazy lady but yeah, he's alive so I don't feel as bad =P can't wait till next friday =D till then, sadness =(

But I shall drown myself in the inheritance trilogy once again and then be very sad that I have to wait for the fourth book to come out XD

God bless y'all; good night.

sadness

Hello world.

Today is a sad day =(

• I'm sick
• 6 hours of work, 2 hours of HOA private lessons, 5 hours of work
• dan left for a week in clubmed
  

*sadness*

I feel so so weak, both physically and emotionally. I just want to put my head down and sleep =( Which I could not do last night =/ I was exhausted, but I spent the whole night dozing off slightly here and there. I just feel so empty, dead, like a puppet really. I can't believe how dan leaving for a week has depressed me so much.. I guess the sickness doesn't help. Honestly, sick or not, I'd be just as down. I love him so much. Gahh I sound so lovedrunk, but it's true =/

So through all of this, I'm sitting at the front desk reading eragon once again and blogging etc. So I'll be back to my book now..

I just don't know how I'm going to cope for the next week =(

blehh money

Hello world.

So, all the soul survivorers are back =P Heard waaaaaay too many stories at sean's suprise party last night, as in, making me waaaaay to sad =(
Apparently it was amazing.. Yeah, I know =P
God I wish I could have paked my bags and gone at the last second just like brooks and paula =( but alas, the funds, they're non existent =/

On the other hand, saving up for a car is a good reason to miss a six day holiday.. Or so I keep telling myself haha. Perhaps next year.. Unless God calls me somewhere else, or unless I reeeeeally need to save for africa.

Money.

I hate it.
Yet love it, crave it. Why is it so important?! Everything revolves around dirty cash. It's disgusting =/ We have to pay to do everything. Quite sad.
Blehh, filthy.

Ahh, cold water is cold =)

Tom and nigel came to visit =D I feel molto special.. Happy 20th birthday Nigel =D

Ahh tonight shall be good =D

I'm off to count the float =)

God bless y'all =)

rain down..

Hello world..

So, soul survivor time.. Missing it terribly =/ missing kristina terribly too.. I want to go back =(

As expected, it's disgustingly hot, sticky, raining (viva santa maria) and there's a douche warden giving people tickets right outside.. but it's raining =)

It's making me miss soul survivor more, but it's a little bit of "home" which I'm craving so badly. Home sick. That's what I really am.

And I've spent the last few hours cleaning XD and I have to go. continue this later =)

soul survivor.. less =(

Hello world.

So, believe it or not, it's the second time I'm blogging today, this time from dan's room.. Amazingly shiny key board.. IT'S AWESOME =D And the blue lights range from off, on, on-er (brighter =P)



So, this is a "sadness" post.. Soul Survivor tomorrow, and I'm not going to be there =(
For the last two years it's been the landmark which defines a year to me. Not a birthday, not Christmas, not new year's eve; Soul Survivor. By far the most incredible experience of my life, twice over. And this year, I'll be at work during the morning seminars and meeting on thursday and friday and the evening meeting and grande night at mr boogies or cafe uno or celluloid or underground or dreggs or just maybe even sitting around on a bench will be replaced for a saturday night shift.. sadness.
I know I should be thankful for having gone twice, for having one time paid for me and for having the opportunity to have gone more than once, but I can't explain how I'm truly feeling other than so disappointed and hollow.

I want to go back.

It's the place, the people, the seminars, the atmosphere.. the WORSHIP. The feeling of freedom that's so overwhelming you have no clue what to expect out of the Spirit and yourself. Nothing short of unity between God and His people.
Beautiful.
So deep, so cleansing. Literally a whole new world.

But honestly, the only thing I can really do is remember all the grand times last year and the year before brought.. My daily dose of milky buttons, milkshakes and diet coke.. The times we've qued for the shower. The diversity seen in all different types of people. Shopping. Meeting some seriously WACKO people such as the crazy Christian rapper, batman and robbin, Josh =D Not to mention the amazing speakers and singers- STARFIELD!! Having a huge crush on james hunter t-shirt man, getting interviewed by podcasts.. TENTS =D hehe hearing about and actually seeing slum survivor for the first time. The constant sight and smell of green and rain. The little lake and the ducks.. PENGUIN MAN, and the streaking guitar dude XD. Meeting kurt and jordan and reuniting with kurt last year. The pile ups, the crazy activities, the mud - THE WELLIES =D wow, the list is everlasting =|

But I'll shut up right about now..

God has a plan for all of us, Soul Survivor was not for me this year. It's ok, there are so many other times I can pack up and go in the future.. So I must keep smiling.. =) .. <-- There =P

Also, must keep praying for everyone up there, especially those flying to get there, may they all be safe. I really hope, actually, I know that everyone will come back with their own different experiences and ideas, but I just hope that everyone makes the very most out of it.. It truly is a life changing experience =)

That's all I guess..

God bless you all.. Missing you so very much, soul survivor.

=)

Hello world =)

Just a quick post really.. I think I'm managing to find myself a future =D sounds grand huh??
Well firstly, I'm engaged..


Kidding XD
Bahaha couldn't resist >.<

I just think I know what I want to do, and even though it's going to be hard.. oh well =)
I'll update on thursday.. But just to say that I've spotted my rainbow, off to find the pot of gold haha.. Gotta run =O

Byeeeeeeeee =)

God bless you!!

Hello world =)

So today something really incredible happened at work.. These two black girls came in and didn't have enough cash to use the internet and print so I basically helped them out and all I can say is wow. They both looked at me and told me "God bless you" with such sincerity, it was so touching ^^

It's just so impressive isn't it? How many times do we tell people "God bless you" other than just a mere "thanks", that is if we even do say thanks? Is it out of shame, fear of them not being christians, or does it just slip our mind? I think it's so great that some people are so alive and burning that it comes naturally for them to tell people "God bless you". And not out of habit, out of nothing other than their own free will.. Beautiful! =)

Just thought I should share that =)

Today on the whole was a very random day haha. I woke up four times before decided that, yes, it was the right time to get up XD I had one hell of weird dream and literally less than half an hour after I woke up, dan was at my house XD unplanned and three minutes notice bahaha! He slept at nigel last night and decided to invade my house when he woke up. We rented 'the alphabet killer' and 'wall-e' and basically spent the afternoon watching them and being losers ^^ Made a big ass burger for lunch.. I left it in the oven for longer than usual and *chomp* two bites in and the inside was still mushy XD greens made freak burgers XD so lunch was basically mutant burgers with a fried egg for dan and mushrooms for me haha. Yummehhhh =P .. And now, I'm at work.. bored =| Oh well, two hours left.. So I thiiiink..

I'm off to read teehee.

Good night =)

God bless you!!

killing time XD

Hello world =)

I'm at work.. I hate people =P haha
And I'm beading, well, trying to =P And basically It's quarter past one and I can truly say that beading can really help to pass the time XD Ahh, awesome stuff ^^ .. And I haven't even finished it yet XD When I do I will upload a picture teehee, I must say it is molto pretty ^^
Surely one of the best and most productive ways to kill time =)

So I shall love you and leave you to attend to the float haha.

♫ music ♥

Hello world.

So the last few days were the best ever, living with dan haha XD
So once my pc is aobsolutely hopeless, and I probably lost EVERYTHING I ever downloaded/uploaded/did and stored in my hard drive, I need to make a new music list hahaha.
The problem is the photos.. All MY photos, everything I've ever taken since like form 3 ='(

So I now have to re download everything I had, and my ipod barely helps.. But I also need to make molto play lists including the inevitable "party music" one haha.. So, the plan is to wright down songs that don't make me want to smash everything around me when are played XD and all the ones I actually like. So I'm going to be adding quite a few songs here at there haha.. Ahh, thanks aol radio =P .. http://player.play.it/player/aolPlayer.html?v=3.11.85&ur=1&us=1&id=748

use somebody - kings of leon
show me what I'm looking for - carolina liar
how do you sleep - jesse mccartney
right now - akon
halo - beyonce
waking up in vegas - katy perry
good girls go bad - cobra starship
dangerous - akon
don't trust me - 30h!3
knock you down - keri hilson
I know you want me - pitbull
love game - lady gaga
sugar - flo rida
new divide - linkin park
battle field - jordin sparks
my love - justin timberlake
I do not hook up - kelly clarkson
pocket of sunshine - natasha bedingfield
boom boom pow - black eyed peas
apologise - one republic
that's not my name - the ting tings
when love takes over - david guetta
never say never - the fray
poker face - lady gaga
I gotta feeling - black eyed peas
let it rock - kevin rudolf
miss independent - ne-yo
you belong with me - taylor swift
thanks for the memories - fall out boy
unfaithful - rihanna
please don't leave me - pink
viva la vida - coldplay
untouched - the veronicas
no surprise - daughtry
not meant to be - theory of a dead man
I'm yours - jason mraz
dead and gone - ti
what I've done - linkin park
right here - brandy
watcha say - jason dervlo
too little, too late - jojo
fallin' for you - colbie caillat
hush hush; hush hush - pussycat dolls
rehab - rihanna
evacuate the dancefloor - cascada
what about now - daughtry
down - jay sean
disturbia - rihanna
dollhouse - priscilla renea
love drunk - boys like girls
that's what you get - paramore

coffee and diet coke <3

Good morning =)

I slept extremely well last night haha.. dan's bed is molto comfortable XD he slept on the sofa XD I didn't want him to, but he insisted, chivalrous much? Hehe. I must say, I want my very own basket ball shorts, they are about the most comfortable things in the world >.< I didn't shower this morning so now, blehhhh I feel dirty.. Woke up and then didn't realise the time and well, opps XD

Had an amazing coffee this morning.. better than the fail one last night XD I went to get a coffee from the machine last night and the cup got stuck so all the delicious liquid fell right into the drain thing *sniffle* right after, a guy got a perfect hot chocolate =( But this morning, I got a delicious coffee =D
Time for a diet coke XD but I don't feel like getting up XD .. It's been almost an hour and I haven't bought a diet coke XD

Yey for cold diet coke <3 haha

I personally think that coffee and diet coke are the best two non alcoholic drinks IN THE WORLD!! And what's best is you ca have coffee flavoured liqueurs and diet coke is a grand mixer =) and frozen diet coke, and coffee ice cream and ice coffee <3 ahhhhh.. simply the best =)

I'm freeeezing.. and off. Dan's on his way for his shift hehe =)

Good night, in the afternoon ^^

pest control!!

Hello world

Ahh, we have ac today =P isn't that just grand =D

Ok so I honestly think that the roach community have a thing for me, or against me, the only thing I can really tell is that they like to be around on my shift!! How unfair..
Every shift so far, I've walked into the store room and found myself facing one of these hideous creatures.. blehh! GO AWAY!!!!
So many pests, if only I could eliminate them all.. Haha half the world would instantly disappear *poof*
So boredom gave me the opportunity to find out a few things about the cockroach..

1. There are around 4,000 different species of cockroach in the world - LOL WHAT??!
2. 30 species are associated with human habitations - and the rest hide away jew?
   
3. about 4 are well known as pests - what about the other 26!?
4. The most common is the american cockroach (3cm), the german cockroach (1.5cm), the asian cockroach (1.5cm), the oriental cockroach (2.5cm). Tropical cockroaches are often much bigger, and extinct cockroach relatives like the carboniferous archimylacris and permian apthoroblattina were several times as large as the above. The world's largest cockroach is the australian giant burrowing (9 cm and weighs over 30g) - scary shit..
5. Cockroaches are mainly nocturnal and will run away when exposed to light. A peculiar exception is the asian cockroach, which is attracted to lighto - honestly, why?!!!!
6. Cockroach legs have been an inspiration to robotic legs - humans suck
7. Cockroaches follow each others trails led by pheromones that lead them to food, drink and roaches themselves (for sexy time =P) - omigawd they play hide and seek!!
8. Cockroaches can live up to four years - HAHA I CAN LIVE MORE!! But four years, is, A LOT =O
   
9. A female cockroach can produce up to 8 egg capsules in her life, resulting in 300-400 offspring - can you imagine how many roaches there are IN THE WORLD =|
10. Cockroaches are known to make hissing noises, but some chirp - bird flu much??!
11. Some species are capable of remaining active for a month without food and are able to survive on limited resources like the glue from the back of postage stamps - DON'T LICK STAMPS, use email- save the trees and your tongues ;P
12. Some can go without air for 45 minutes or slow down their heart rateS - good at sports ahh, have to give them that much =P
13. In one experiment, cockroaches were able to recover from being submerged underwater for half an hour - one came out of my washing machine after a FULL load, they won't even drown in bubbles =S
14. Cockraoches can occasionally survive freezing conditions - Nice. They seriously are everywhere. Careful next time you open the damn freezer!
    
15. Cockroaches can actually be linked to alergies such as asthma - BASTARDS.
16. Cockroaches are 5 times stronger than humans and on a ratio of 6:15 (humans to cockroaches), can be exposed to radiation and many won't be affected but eventually appear in the long run - .. So much for it being a man's world..
17. Wasps in the family evaniidae attack the egg cases and are predators on adult and nymphal cockroaches . The house centipede is probably the most effective control agent of cockroaches, though many homeowners find the centipedes themselves objectionable - object to a centipede, come on, centipede or cockroach.. ??
    
18. Pedanius dioscorides (1st century) and Kamal al-Din al-Damiri and Abu Hanifa ad-Dainuri (9th century)Some of the earliest writings about cockroaches encouraged their use as medicine. all offered medicines that either suggest grinding them up with oil or boiling them. The list of ailments to be treated included earaches, open wounds and "gynecological disorders - I don't even want to imagine treating my wounds with esscence of cockroach..
19. Bait stations, gels containinghydramethylnon or fipron, as well as boric acid powder, are toxic to cockroaches. Baits with egg killers are also quite effective at reducing the cockroach population. Additionally, pest control products containing deltamethrin or pyrethrin are very effective. In Singapore and Malaysia, taxi drivers use pandan leaves as a cockroach repellent in their vehicles. In Russia, some people, after opening all cupboards, leave a saucepan half-full of sulfur burning on a gas ring, then quickly come back in to switch it off (with gas mask) and leave the residence for a few days. This is said to be protective for ten years. An inexpensive roach trap can easily be made from a deep smooth-walled jar with some roach food inside, placed with the top of the jar touching a wall or with sticks leading up to the top, so that the roaches can reach the opening. Once inside, they cannot climb back out. An inch or so of water or stale beer (by itself a roach attractant) will ensure they drown. A bit of Vaseline can be smeared on the inside of the jar to enhance slipperiness. This is known as the vegas roach trap - ahhh so there is hope =P
20. Research has shown that group-based decision-making is responsible for complex behavior such as resource allocation. In a study where 50 cockroaches were placed in a dish with three shelters with a capacity for 40 insects in each, the insects arranged themselves in two shelters with 25 insects in each, leaving the third shelter empty. When the capacity of the shelters was increased to more than 50 insects per shelter, all of the cockroaches arranged themselves in one shelter. Researchers found a balance between cooperation and competition exists in group decision-making behavior found in cockroaches. The models used in this research can also explain the group dynamics of other insects and animals - now, I'm fucking terrified =|
    

So, there you have it, the 20 most important facts to know about cockroaches. Well, according to moi.
And yes, I have NO LIFE =P
By the way, I'm on day two at the moment, my boss came in last nigth to use the compute so I had to stop and continued today.. I haven't been into the store room yet so I don't know what cockroach state we're in today =P Also, dan came over last night and killed not one, but TWO roaches for me =P funny stuff ahhh. Not.

So my family leave for sicily tonight, yey 5 days of orphanageness =P But I don't want people to invade this time, keeping the place clean cos I have plans for lie everyday so it's just going to be nice going home to an empty house with dan by my side =) haha playing mummy and daddy with george =P
I'm actually sleeping at his house tonight cos I'm opening here tomorrow morning and we don't have water at home. Believe it, a main water pipe burst on MONDAY and they haven't fixed it yet =| So I'm crashing at dan to be able to wake up knowing that I can surely shower and be at cyber surf on time.

Oh, something else on the cockroach line..

La cucaracha, la cucaracha,	The cockroach, the cockroach,
ya no puede caminar	can't walk anymore
porque no tiene, porque le falta	because it doesn't have, because it's lacking
las dos patitas de atrás.	its two back feet.

De las patillas de un moro	From the sideburns of a Moor
tengo que hacer una escoba,	I must make a broom,
para barrer el cuartel	to sweep the quarters
la infantería española.	of the Spanish infantry.

La cucaracha, la cucaracha,	The cockroach, the cockroach,
ya no puede caminar	can't walk anymore
porque no tiene, porque le falta	because it doesn't have, because it's lacking
marihuana par fumar.	marijuana to smoke.
Ya murió la cucaracha	The cockroach just died
ya la lleven a enterrar	and they carried him off to bury him
entre cuatro zopilotes	among four buzzards
y un ratón de sacristán.	and the sexton's mouse.

Ya se van los carrancistas,	And the Carrancistas,
ya se van haciendo bola,	are on full retreat,
ya los chacales huertistas	and the Huertistan jackals
se los trayen de la cola.	will catch and imprison them.

Oigan con gusto estos versos	Happy to hear these verses
escuchen con atención,	listen attentively,
ya la pobre cucaracha	and the poor cockroach
no consigue ni un tostón.	not even a toston.

Todo se ha puesto muy caro	Everything has been very expensive
con esta Revolución,	in this Revolution,
venden la leche por onzas	selling milk by the ounce
y por gramos el carbón.	and coal by the gram.

En el norte vive Villa	In the north lives Villa,
en el sur vive Zapata	In the south lives Zapata
lo que quiero es venganza	What I want is revenge
por la muerte de Madero.	For the death of Madero.

Cuando uno quiere a una	When a man loves a woman
y esta una no lo quiere,	but she doesn't love him back,
es lo mismo como si un calvo	it's like a bald man
en calle encuentra un peine.	finding a comb in the street.
Mi vecina de enfrente	My neighbor across the street
se llamaba Doña Clara,	used to call herself Doña Clara,
y si no hubiera muerto	and if she hadn't died
así se llamaría.	that's what she would call herself.

El tonto gringo*, el tonto gringo* *(or sanitized Anglo)	The silly white American
ya no puede platicar,	can no longer make conversation,
porque no tiene, porque le falta	because he doesn't have
español (or castellano) que hablar.	any Spanish to speak.

BAHAHAAAA XD !!!!

I honestly never knew what it was about >_O

Ok, scary shit, I thought I was 39euro under =O I forgot to put the 4 before the 5 and it took me quite a while to realise.. Heart pounding like WAAAAA crazy!! And now I'm one euro over XD

And I need to pee.. And a customer just came in. So I can't go take a piss XD

HOW SWEET!! Arab guy came in for a fanta and asked if I was a student. When I told him that I was maltese he looked impressed and told me that it's funny cos I'm the first maltese person to speak to him with a smile on my face.. ^^ i feel SPACJAL =P

I thiiiiiiiiiink, I shall go read ^^

I'm meltingggg!!

Hello world,

Ok this time, there's no ac =| can you imagine, 19 computers and no ac.. damn horrible!! I'm melting honestly, it's disgusting!! It's currently10:58 reaching 32°C and with three fans and an open door, the sweat is beading on my whole body. Honestly, bleh.

Nothing interesting to say really, dan and I started our sims family bahaha hilarious XD I got this mega head ache when we started the house and then we went upstairs, slept for like half an hour in all and well, that's it XD I'm just blogging for the sake of it, I'm just so bored. I can't even read at the moment, it's too hot to stay still and too hot to move. Horrible!!

Just like in shrek, when donkey thought he was melting in the rain.. "I'm meltingggggggggg"

So I'm currently trying to amuse myself with facebook quizzes and to be perfectly honest, WHAT THE HELL HAS THIS WORLD COME TO?! Maaaaa how absolutely lame XD

Ahh 20 minutes and I start closing.. FINALLY =D maaaaaaaaa I'm so tired, so hot, so bored and need a shower more than ever =( mehh stickyness =(

So I guess I'm off, see y'all tuesday =P
Blessings.

no electricity =O

Hello world =)

So yesterday was the first time that I worked and didn't blog, WITH GOOD REASON, hehe.
See, the power was down, so I spent 3 and a half hours in the heat of cyber surf, reading my book, telling people that we don't have electricity thus no internet meaning they can't print or type their cvs or that I don't know why it's out or coming back, and cleaning lol =P
In the last half hour, everything came back and there was MEGA COMMOTION lol, molto funny XD
But when the lights are out, everything is so different. Something as simple as taking a piss can be somewhat challenging XD yet how many times do we walk into the loo during the night and don't switch on the lights.. Until we are aware that we can't switch the lights on it's not a problem, but then knowing that there's no electricity we still reach for the light switch and flick it only left to laugh at ourselves for being so daft. Is that what our lives are truly like? Do we live so dependently on something that can disappear so quickly and leave us stranded?
I'm not implying anything, but there are so many things that we are so numbly addicted to it's scary. From a drink to a person.. Imagine the most important thing/person in your life, the only thing/person you truly depend on and take for granted to be there, just disappears. Poof. Gone. Pretty rough huh? To be just left there standing in the dark, lost, clueless..

Speaking about dark, I went into the store room and guess what, through the darkness, I saw.. a mighty ginormungus cockroach =O blehhhh!!

So just to continue what I was saying before.. It would be pretty horrifying. I personally have been let down a lot in my life, and lately more than ever, but the few things that mean the world to be more than ever are the things I'm truly clinging on to with all my might. I have no clue what it would be like if one were to vanish. I guess the only way to describe it would be incomplete. So really, appreciate- it's mighty important!

I'm molto tired, and dan told me to call him back- but his phone is off.. I honestly think that there is simply nothing I hate more than that "diverting to voicemail" =|
Oh great, he called and out of all the silent moments, it had to be when there was a group of people waiting to be served.. my luck, it's just unbelievable ahh XD

I must comment on the music in this place. It's up to me to choose a channel, but like I keep it on top pop so that it's a mix of everything that's "in"at the moment so that no one can possibly complain XD but some of these songs are driving me mad ahh! Sean kingston is the one driving me insane at this present moment, and I mean the lyrics are honestly so damn senseless- no talent ahh- niente!! Yey now it's britney =D lol not!!

I thiiiink, I shall go back to my book now.. Only one and a half hours left =D haha I'm just so desperate to go home, flop onto my bed and sleep <3

Good night world..
God bless =)

beads <3

Hello world.

So once again I'm sitting at the front desk at cyber surf, and occupying my time on this fine sunday night is ebay.. I'm searching for the sexiest beads in the world =P tom and I want to set up a stand and sell like a lot haha and even so, I would spend 30euro to buy AMAZING beads and make bracelets for myself and as presents haha XD but really, I think it's an amazing idea- giving 1 or 2 hand made bracelets to a friend on their birthday, it takes time and money and lit bears my very own love and energy ^^ so if I buy beads and they rock, which I'm sure they will, I'll invest in even more =D especially if tom and I really do set up a stall hehe.

I was at dan's house today when his mum decided to ram sack his house- MOLTO HILARIOUS REALLY!! Honestly, why are mothers like that? After all, it is our room even though it's in their house.. I'm not saying that it's acceptable to keep it absolutely DISASTROUS, but I disagree with the very expected hissy fit when it looks like the average teenage room. I for one have a problem, I honestly don't know how to keep my room tidy. The honest truth be told, it's usually quite the explosion of clothes and books and shoes and mess mess MESS!! I just really don't know how to clear up =S Dusting- that's something I can do because of my asthma, but really, the whole "try on a top and but it back in place" is so unnatural to my pathetic being XD
But dan and I decided that we're going to help each other file all our notes XD so sometime I'm going to help him separate his mass of papers that have been stuffed away into a cupboard and then he'll come over and help me do the same with my piles XD

So I met this really wicked guy today. His name is paul, and he's old =P and by old I'm guesing middle-age, but he's a grand person =D totally into photography and india =D he sells indian merchandise from his appartment and I basically was like AHHHH BRACELETS AND BAGS =D he said he may come round with a few things that he sells to show them to me whilst uploading and sending more grand photos of india =) so I'm molto happy with my new friend. Or should I say "new best friend" ala kati hehe miss her so so much *sniffle*
He was a really interesting person to meet, a real pleasure =)

Ok I actually signed in at home, so I'm officially- wait for it- BLOGGING AT HOME =O
Haha the internet gave up on my for a while last night and I had to close everything and then dan came round so I didn't continue blogging..

So that's that, just came to finish the post hehe.

=)

second year =O

Hello world,

So, I finally went home after 4 days of living at kris and going to work XD Spend like an hour and a half at home and left, went to dan for like an hour and now came to work.

Packing my stuff up before leaving kris' house, I realised that I couldn't find my glasses. NO SPECTACLES OH NOES!! Luckily I found them here haha =)

Ok so most of us got our results.. I say most of us because Alevel results haven't come out yet so we have to wait till tomorrow to know who has resits, is going to uni, starting to work full time or just taking a gap year =) I, very unexpectedly, am officially a second year =| my marks were totally unpredictable and I must say, I expected a second set to come in today giving me my actual results. Non of us, so far, are repeating first year which is molto grand.. Though I think that even though I don't have any resits, I will start "studying" a teeny weeny bit from next week.. I really do mean teeny weeny like 2 hours a week MAX lol.
I just can't believe I'm actually going up to second year after two years, I don't know, it seems so weird =S I think mainly cos I don't know what to do with my life =/ I know I want to do a couple of random courses like nails, make up, hair, photography, maybe cooking.. (scuba diving XD)
The 1 year beauty course at mcast interests me too.. I know I'm doing my tefl this autumn. So I'll probably take a year to do the courses I want to do and then perhaps go to uni if anything interests me XD

I have a killer headache, I'm feeling so so sick lately =( very sadening *sniffle*

AHHHHHH! Maja, tom, nigel and matt just came to see me.. MAJA =D she's back haha it was so funny I just waved normally all happy and then it clicked, it's maja =D yeyyyy she's back!! haha, she left for like a month =P

Haha dan just came to see me =) my hero ^^ haha XD
Luckily this time he didn't come because I screwed up, but cos he took the long route home from mike's house =P ahh I love him molto.

So it's time for me to say good bye =P

Good night, God bless =)

living at my pumpkin =)

Hello world =)

Haha, today a year ago I blogged just before sleeping on my night before leaving to scotland.. What a lot has changed since then..
Scotland, damn beautiful.. But never again shall I endure another family holiday >.< yepeeee =P

I must be 100% honest though, I'm really going to miss escaping the cold for a while this summer.. Spending a week in england during mid-august heat for two years straight was the best thing, not to mention being in the place- soul survivor- really wishing I was going back up again =( And once I ran away for another, what 8-10 days last year in jul, I'm reeeeeeally feeling the eat XD though I may go to england for a couple of days in september with mike, haha yey shopping =D

Ok so, we're living at kris at the moment, it's molto grand really =D I haven't been home since saturday XD and I won't go home till wednesday, well, thursday actually once it will be like 1am after work >.<

Sunglasses at night was absolutel epic =D total sucess, we stayed out all night- left the party at 3, went to pv for like 1.5hours, spent like an hour chilling near the love sign, walked for a while, watched sunrise, walked to krissy's house.. and then everyone slept except me XD I stayed cleaning the kitchen lol. We ate vodka jelly- twas grand, I made everyone chinese haha and we watched half school of rock.. Basically I stayd awake for 41 hours and then slept for like 9, and woke up to piss- obviously XD
Oh talking about piss, kristina's toilet doesn't flush unless she touches it XD and storm (the cat) watches people pissing, immensly funny >_O

All in all, we're having an absolute ball, but missing kati so damn much =( *sadness*

Exam results should come out by wednesday; not too grand =( I thought they were coming out today and I was quite stressed lol, don't feel like studying for resits =( I know that I have art alevel for sure, I hope I don't have more, but more than anything I hope I didn't fail first year again =/

Kristina and I went through possible future plans, and when I told my mum that I may go to mcast she told me, and I quote, "don't be funny". How damn rude!

Dan, kris and I ate a veggie meal whilst watching prince caspian this afternoon, and smoothied the vodka mater melon which I won't touch, blehh, water melon XD

Wow. I'm molto tired I must say. Dan and I are sleeping at kris again tonight to wake up to go shopping for harry potter glory day =P how grand =D

That's all folks, see you wednesday =)
God bless =)

we're back =D

Hello world.

Ok so I'm on my third shift =O haha and nothing has gone wrong =D all the cash is fine all the humans are in order.. glee =D
I read for like an hour, sorted out transport for sunglasses at night, stayed on facebook, stared and pondered.. grand morning =) plus, I got to see dan this morning once he came to help me open =) ahh.. I love him ^^

Katy perry is singing in the back ground, "I kissed a girl", last year's great theme song, followed by "disturbia" =D and let's face it, last year was damn right AWESOME!!
HOLY CRAP, "disturbia" is on.. scary shit XD
h and by the way, aol radio- grand site =)

So, tonight we're heading to sunglasses at night- massive party riiiight =D we all have our crazy sunnies so we're set to go ^^
I really miss drinking though, the taste, the warm flush that leads to zibelness XD but it's better not to, so once again, I'm sober photographer =) yeyy, too bad my camera is SHIT!!

I think I'm rather hungry really.. but I'll be home by 4 and then dan will work his magic on my computer and them we'll have supper.. So I'll eat an apple or something yummy. Then shower, go to krissy and get transport up to gianpula and then from one of the most fabulous nights ever at gianpula go to pv or the front and chill.. And probably go for breakfast at mc cafe XD

I think, I'm off to read for a while once I have less that 1.5hours left =)

See you next week haha!
Bless you all

why? hmm..

hello world.

God, I'm so damn tired =/
Ok so I spent the day with dan, 'twas grand fun really =) he fixed one of my hard drives and hopefully we'll manage the other one tomorrow at my house cos it wasn't working on his computer =S we also watched a film.. forgot what it's called but it was so pointless =| then we went around sliema to find crazy sunglasses for saturday but we didn't find any grand ones for him. Danelle bought a lime hearted pair for me this morning because my shutter shades were broken on my birthday *sniffle* hehe. So after failing at buying sunglasses for dan, (BTW THERE ARE AMAZING SUNGLASSES AT SOLARIS <3) angel =")" about ="O" me =")" back =")" summer ="D" bitch ="|" sweeeeet =")">.< in the sun.. the sun.. blehh XD
And with summer comes.. isle of mtv, which is going on at this current moment in time haha XD apparently lady gaga was singing around nowish but to be honest, I would have gone for the fun of it not to actually see anyonein particular, especially metro station BLEHHH miley cyrus blood =P lool what a freak I am XD u le they're not bad, but I wasn't exactly hyped up like when the kooks and one republic came last year.. They were wicked =D

Ok I'm failing, badly.. So damn badly, I'm royally screwed..
So I'm leaving you all, damn terrified =| shit. I'm a dumbass XD

cyber surf ^^

hello world =)

So i'm officially a cyber surf employee, how exciting =D
I'm sitting at the front desk muahahaaa powerr =P and I just looked out of the window and saw a damn sexy girl who was wearing practically nothing, stupid skinny bitch, die!! haha..
Ahh life is so weird, the ups, the downs. No wonder I've been feeling nauseous lately, it's as if I've been riding one hell of a crazy roller coaster =| It's like whenever something good happens, something bad comes around and literally crushes any sense of happiness that had managed to build up inside of me. But I guess that's life, just have to make the best out of it and smile =)

Wow, just had a major dilemma really XD luckily dan ran down the road to save me XD I feel like such a retard >.<>.<

Ok my shift is coming to an end now so I'm off, all done =D

Good night, bless you all ^^

blogging.. will most probably be a new regularity =)

Hello world =)

Ok so I honestly miss this. Sitting at a computer and blogging about my day, the obstacles I've faced and whether or not I've overcome them or not. Actually, I didn't want to for a while because I was feeling distant, but now, I don't have a computer to blog from since whenever I sit at my family's pc they throw a hissy fit =/ Hopefully I'll soon get my own computer back. Then I'll be able to blog whenever I feel like cos it will conveniently be sitting near my bed =D and also..
.. New job =D I can blog from the place I'm working at, which is my current location =P I'm officially employed at cyber surf haha how crazy.. And now I owe dan my life for the next month apparently, but I'd give it willingly really hehe.
So I'm basically sitting with beethoven in my ears, at a computer and at this present moment in time, I'm a customer, oooooooh how silly =P training starts at like 9 so like, aha, cool =P but when it comes to real shifts, I'll have A LOT of free time at a computer so I'll be blogging, facebooking and reading =D

Ahh life is slowly becoming even better. Really it started the moment that I officially stopped giving a shit about anyone who doesn't give a shit about me ^^ no more caring, there's no use =)
so in all politeness, fuck you all =)

Look at me, judge me, spread pointless rumours about me- all being done in vain darlings, there's no use.
Truth be told, I can do what I like, who I like, where I like, and NO ONE has the right to say anything because it is my life and no one elses. Fine, if I was doing anything wrong then go ahead, tell me- but treat me like a human being! That is, assuming I was doing something wrong, but somehow the only funny thing is that I'm not doing anything wrong. Yet somehow the looks and the labels keep rolling in. So really, keep going guys, no one's stopping you. Even though none of you have any right to say anything about me, keep going, it really is quite amusing- especially from my part. I mean, lately I find out things about myself that I didn't even know about- how about that?? Pretty damn hilarious.. ha ha. But honeslty guys, you just showed me how truely pathetic you all are.

Moving on..

After everything has fallen and crashed right before me, it's just what I needed. I finally know who the true people in my life are, and honeslty, if I had to mention them, it wouldn't take up that much time/space.

So guys, to those of you who truely do care, thank you- so damn much!!
I have all I need, a boyfriend who really does love me and the sincere friends who remain honest and caring through thick and thin, no matter what. God has really blessed me with you guys, you give me a reason to keep going!

So roll on summer, a time to enjoy the free time we have with the true treasures of life known as friends =D

blue =O haha.. and an update too =P

Helllloo world =)

Ok, to once again apologize for running away.. I'M SORRY ^^

So just to let you all know, if any of you care, that home alone weekend was grand fun XD friday turned out awesome.. haha funny stuff.. there's still some martini in the fridge cos I'm not that much of an alcoholic as to drink on my own, well, most of the time =P
Danelle and fabian slept over that night and then saturday was cool, we chilled here all day and ended up watching the return of the king all night and jean slept here. And sunday, hmm, I think dan came over or something, I'm not too sure >.< too bad we don't have photos ='(

Well, since then there was a week of school and valentines *head to wall* were I took it into consideration as to be a nice girlfriend and embarrass my boyfriend by sending a rose up to his class but ALAS IT DIDN'T ARRIVE (stupid sdm!!) though kai's did and I gave bettina hers personally because I didn't know where and what time her lessons were XD Dan had the cheek to give me a rose and gave it to me saturday morning when he came to my house.. haha poor dan I gave him hell for it XP so we abandoned our 'picnic plans' and chucked at his house.. oh oh, and before all of this, I was ment to meet duncan but I remained asleep and he called me and I was like "AHHHH COMING NOW!!" so we went to buy ben and jerrys for our significant others =P Then I went to iels with ilaria for an interview; twas fun =) .. Back to valentines.. Dan and I watched saw 4 and 5 and ate ben and jerrys all day and then attempted to play poker- FAIL lool I suck XD then we went to my house, showered changed and out =) The closest to a "cute valentine's photo" is found below..

And for those of you who don't know- I HATE VALENTINE'S DAY IT'S ALL GAY COMMERTAILISM!! thanks =P haha.. Sunday.. I don't know >.<


Week of school.. CARNIVAL =D yeyyy lime fearie ftw =D well, we ALL looked absolutely fantastic, so so brilliant!! Spent the weekend living at mike cos he was left as an orphan and weeeeeeeeeeeee twas such such fun =D totally took over his bathroom and had the best time with my new make up teehee =D


Then er, school =P And last weekend we had glenn's 18th and then dressed up as crazy nutters for mike's 17th and 10 of us had smiley faced tshirts printed and we basically looked like utter fools.. GRAND!!


And now, another week of school.. Ok so maybe I didn't give details on the school days but fun stuff did happen, I just can't put my finger on anything at the moment. I'm sick actually. Went to school yesterday and came home after a lesson, couldn't take it, and today I stayed home and dan came to see me so all in all it kicked any school day's ass really =P

And now, as my latest addition to my hair.. blueness ^^ haha. See, last february I had a whole post dedicated to whether I should go back to lime or go blue.. I did none until summer came- lime <3.. But now I have blue =) Lime is for summertime =D

Soo, I'm going to try and update as often as possible.. Maybe if I don't make any promises I will stick to it =P

God bless =)