Sunday 30 September 2007

bye bye mobile



And once again, I'm mobileless. It got stolen but I'm really ok about it. The only thing I'm actually really going to miss is the amazing photo of my soul survivor tent =( I guess it's because I've grown not to get too attached to things. Now if it was my bible I would have cried for hours (or maybe my "smoosh me" pillow =P) but I'm really not stressing. The point is, bad stuff happens and it's ok. It happens to everyone. I'm just really happy that it wasn't bob's spare nokia once i've been using it for over two weeks except this weekend. All we really have to do is praise God and keep Him as our focus point. Keep looking to Jesus =)

abortion




Hey guys! So this morning a group of us went to qawra to help sort out some clothes so that they could be sold in order to raise money for the mothers of children who resisted aborting their child. It was great haha, we really laughed. One big thank you to debbie for letting us know about it; cheers lovely =) Anyways, I remembered a topic in the Y4J forum on abortion. Here's the link:
http://forum.y4jmalta.com/index_openarticle.aspx
My post is on page 9 hehe, slightly blunt XD. There's the link on that page but I'll just put it down over here just incase..
http://www.jonsplace.org/rel/abortionpics.htm
I also found this site today. It's incredible! You have got to read the story of the fetus holding the surgeon's hand from a womb (the picture before the post hehe). It's awesome! Actually, God's awesome!! Here it is; check it out:
http://www.bible.ca/H-Abortion.htm
Oh and this is the site of the anti abortion commitee that we helped out =)
http://www.lifemalta.org/
(teehee that means that I'm actually 16 and a half years old = +9)

Saturday 29 September 2007

good old friends




Very random post haha. Today I met one of my closest school friends ever; martin meli. Meli (aka my fidansato XD) and I became close during our italian lessons (hence the fidansato.. weird teacher hehe). We'd always be there for eachother, through thick and thin and we'd always turn around to help one and other. Meeting him was awesome. I felt so so happy! Seriously, it was like a giant balloon swelled up inside of me. Not going to elaborate on what we spoke about and all, but the idea of meeting some one who you love so much after a few months really shows how true your friendship is when you can just start talking as if the last time you met was yesterday (apart from all the hugs and "I missed you" 's >.<).
Keep close to those you love guys, and remind them how you feel. For after all, you'll never be able to replace any of them =)

Tuesday 25 September 2007

gozo



We're back =) Gozo was great fun hehe. Became a couch potato XD Took loads of photos of everything. Bob and I got up to some lame things that made everything so mch funnier.. Anyways, we really laughed. Just a few things that I saw God's beauty in at that time: the sea, the sky and the stars, teehee it all looked so gorgeous. On the first night the sky was incredibly clear and the stars looked brighter than ever, the place was over looking the sea which looked like glass and the sky had the most oddly shaped clouds (the fluffy kind hehe) that had all shades of white, grey, blue and pink.
Anyway, take care and God bless
(At the moment it's raining *in malta* and I must say; I'M LOVING IT!!)

Thursday 20 September 2007

good vandalism =P

Just a quick post hehe. The guys are camping at the moment, they pitched up last night and are staying there tonight too. As usual, I woke up early and went to the site to meet them. Under the carreb tree there's a kind of semi-cirlular area that has a legde (like a bench). Without realising, I picked up a small stone and engraved a cross with the word 'love' near it. Then buzu underlined it and drew a small dove. I really liked it hehe, I just really wish that one day somebody will see it and they will stop to think about God. Never know, maybe somebody would convert =P Ok that's slightly exaggerated, but you can never be sure ;) When I come back from gozo I'll go and take a photo of it and post it too because I hadn't taken my camera with me.
I'll post when I get back =) Take care and God bless!

Friday 14 September 2007

friendship and family



Ok since sunday, my parents and sister have been abroad making my house open to practically everyone all day and all night. There have been a few problems going on this week but what I've really realised is that we all comfort each other as well as argue and laugh (with and at each other =P). I really feel that we've become like a family. Families are ment to be built on trust and love and even though many people don't have a good relationship with their families, they can build their own families with their friends. All we have to do is trust one and other and show love towards each other as well as respect. The only way that we can actually do that is by getting to know each other's habbits and ways and doing things that make them happy and feel loved. In that way, we let them know that we love them and they will do the same. Guys, we're all brothers and sisters in Jesus making us one family.. Let's actually try to act more like one =)

Friday 7 September 2007

rain =D



Waking up today was great! There was a sound of pattering and so i looked out of my window and it was raining- YEPEEEE!! Seeing rain falling from the sky again was so incredible. The last time that I saw rain was in England and I was so happy to have a little bit of 'soul survivor' back =P It only lasted for around half a minute, but believe me, it was great! I went to my mum and told her, "Jesus loves me." and she replied with a confused, "what?" and I reapeated, "Jesus loves me!". She then asked if I'd been praying for rain and I said, "yeah, I've been telling God how much I want rain since the day we returned."
It was kick ass teehee =D

Thursday 6 September 2007

trust Jesus



Another wave incident =P This time we were six of us (pete, vicky, amy, beverly, danelle and I) on a paddle boat. We went out at sea and laughed and swam and laughed some more.. Pete brought his bag with us and I brought my mobile. Suddenly, the current changed and became really strong and the paddle boat started to flood because the waves were giant. At a time, bev and I were paddling and it made no difference; the boat just wouldn't budge! I started to panic slightly (because of my mobile and pete's bag and not us capsizing and hurting or something- materialistic rubbish =P) and was getting pretty nervous. Then, I'm not sure who said to praise God for this situation and we all started praising God, thanking Him for the power that the sea has over us and that He has over the see. We sang 'when tears fall' 'nothings gonna hold me back' and then 'I will trust' over and over and with real meaning and faith that we would be fine. We arrived all in one piece and with everyone/everything still there and in working condition =P. The point is, we need to learn how to trust Jesus. He lead us out of that situation that could have been really bad and it's all because we left it in His hands and had faith =)

Wednesday 5 September 2007

zombies


Another dream.. I was a zombie. Now I know that it sounds weird, but this actually makes sense. This happened sunday night and monday morning we got the eastpack catalog and at a time during the y4j meeting I was feeling kinda dead but then I have no clue what happened but my mood just flipped over and I was filled with joy and energy and had the urge to tell everyone that I loved them haha.
Ok, back to the dream. I dreamt that I was a zombie and that I needed to fix things that I had done in my life and the only way was to become human. Now only if I walked into the sun with an open mind and heart would my body actually live again. It sounds really lame but inside my own world, it made sense and I really had to want to let go and step out of my cool, dark room where i was safe inside my own habitat. There were times where I walked into the sun and felt nothing, just plain numbness (once I was dead) and then there were times where I'd become human and my plans would start to form and lead somewhere.
I guess all that I'm trying to say is that we are practically dead unless we actually step out and follow Christ. Sometimes we're just wondering around and searching for answers, just like zombies; neither dead nor alive. But we really need to keep ourselves focused on God, and not only will we live on earth, but for eternity with Him in Heaven =)

Saturday 1 September 2007

lightning




Wow, talk about not posting.. It's been nearly two months = I was kinda caught up with stuff, especially the excitment of Soul Survivor and adapting to reality when we returned =P I've been meaning to post for over a week now but I never got down to doing it.
So, last night i dreamt of a lightning storm. It wasn't any normal one, it felt real. So apart from the lightning and the excessive rain and even more lightning, there were people getting hurt all around me. Now instead of being sensible and doing what anybody in their right mind wouldf have done, I decided that Jesus would take care of me if I decided to run through the storm to try and help others. Well, I remained in the storm and all I could say was "Jesus, protect me; I need to save the others". And believe it or not, He was there all along =D If only you knew how many times a bolt missed me, I mean, one time I burned hot it was so close.
My whole point is that if only we pray and have faith together with trust in God, we're safe; nothing what so ever can harm us =) So just trust Him guys, He'll lead you through any storm unharmed.